All i know is i know nothing....

(just a thought.....) So I've spent majority of my life going to school, going to church, living life and experiencing things all to find out that I really don't know anything haha. At moments I feel like I know EXACTLY what I want and that I won't change my mind then soon after, it totally does change. haha... Life is confusing... don't you just love it!? :) All I do know is... you gotta keep going and don't let fear keep you from progressing and learning. Expect the unexpected! Also., Optimism is key :) Hope everyones had a wonderful day! Life is Beautiful! :)

JUMBO-TRON

So My friends Summer Lewis and Olivia Evans are back for the summer and invited Kelly and I to go to the Diamondbacks game! I was so excited. So we get there and Kelly and I, of course first think of food so we hit up the coldstone stand and get a yummy large cup of ice cream :) and we totally finished eating it before we actually reached our seats hahaha anyways... so after only like 15 minutes of being there they start showing people on the jumbotron and kelly says "im gunna get my camera to take a picture if we get on it" haha and i think summer and olivia were like "were not gunna get on it" or something along those lines and 2 seconds after we all four pop up on the screen and start jumping haha and because kelly was prepared, she got a hilarious picture of us! love it! Here a just a few pics from the game! enjoy! Life is Beautiful! :)

March to April...

So i decided that im not good at this blogging thing and probably never will be and i can probably guess its really not that big of a deal cause im sure no one really cares all that much about whats goin on in my life haha. Anyways... i think i gotta get over my whole...." i cant make a new post without a picture" thing haha. Life has been absolutely amazing lately though. What a wonderful blessing the gospel is in my life cause ultimately when it comes down to it....its the only thing that can make me TRULY happy. Theres things in the world that can give us temporary happiness but before you know it.... youre so far stuck into something and then wonder...."what happened?" i used to be soo happy. The Gospel give the opportunity of eternal happiness in the end. :) Anyways.... I have had a three week break from school which has been way nice and im say that i only have on more day left but the break was awesome. I had Easter Pageant performances the first two weeks. What a blessing it is to participate in and be so anxiously engaged in a good cause. Being in the Easter Pageant is such an amazing experience :) i am glad i got to do it again this year. Such a blessing in my life :) School has been so awesome though. I am already a third of the way done! I start clinics this next week though which makes me pretty nervous! haha and now that Easter Pageant is over... sadly i have to go back to work :/ I miss my old job watching Beau and Gage... but hopefully i can still find a job workin with kids cause that is my favorite....anyone need a babysitter!? :) haha. So... im a big fan of picnics for some reason i just love them and i got to go on one yesterday afternoon and loved it! :) I love being outside and enjoying the amazing weather and just seeing the beauty of the earth :) Plus since we went to fountain hills we got to watch the fountain go off which is always a plus to any picnic haha. Anyways besides all that nothin else has really been going. Just goin to school and living with lifes everyday challenges and lovin it! :) gotta always be optimistic! Miss and love everyone i dont see all the time! :) Hope everyone had a wonderful Easter and enjoyed General Conference :)

VALIANCE POEM

I am part of the fellowship of the unshamed. The dye has been cast. I have stepped over the line. The decision has been made. I am a disciple of Jesus Christ. I won't look back, let up, slow down, or be still. My past is redeemed, my present makes sense, and my future is secure. I'm finished and done with low living, small planning, smooth knees, colorless dreams, tamed visions, worldy talking, cheap giving, and dwarfed goals. I no longer need pre-eminence, positions, promotions, plaudits, or popularity. I don't have to be right, first, recognized, praised, regarded, or rewarded. I now live by faith , lean on his presence, walk with patience, am uplifted by prayer, and labor with power. My face is set, my gait is fast, my goal is Heaven. My road is narrow, my way is rough, my companions are few, my guide is reliable, my mission is clear. I cannot be bought, compromised, detoured, lured away, divided, or delayed, i will not flinch in the face of sacrifice, hesitate in the presence of the adversary, negotiate at the table of the enemy, ponder at the pool of popularity, or meander in the maze of mediocrity. I won't give up, shut up, or let up until I have stayed up, stored up, and paid up for the cause of Christ. I must go till He comes, give till I drop, preach till all know, and work till He stops me. And when He returns for His own, He will have no problem recognizing me. My banner will be clear.

What the hecks been going on in my life.. :) (in case you perhaps were wonderin...)

Alright alright sooo...i keep thinkin I'm gunna get better with updating but i think what it is mostly is that no one probably cares what happens in my life....im suprised i even get comments on my posts. i swear people just feel bad for me so they comment to make me feel alittle better about myself haha anyways i didnt think so but i guess lots has been going on kind of. Almost a month ago i went on a fun little trip to California with Derek's sisters and they favorite people: Brandon (Megans Boyfriend) and Chelsi (Ashlyn's best friend). It almost sounds as if i was like the 5th wheel but the trip was so much fun! :) I am absolutely obsessed with the beach and with the ocean soooo of course once I'm there....the sound of the ocean alone convinces me to never leave and return to burning-freakin-hot Arizona. (was i suppose to hyphenate that?)(is that even how you spell hyphenate) haha. We went to Temecula cause Megan's friend got married and thats where her reception was (Friday night). Earlier that day we went to Dana Point which was fun takin pictures on the rocks and everything and if you're looking for a nice quiet beach with not alot of people than its the perfect place to go. The next day we drove to Huntington, AMAZING by the way! It was my first time there and i loved it oh so much :) we spent the whole day there. It was so fun and i loved all the shops and i bought myself a rather cute pair of boardshorts. I was quite excited to find them cause i have been looking for some for awhile that weren't too too pricey. Anyways, after our long but wonderful day in Hunington we ate a this fun mexican restaurant then headed to San Diego and stayed with the wonderful McMullin family (Derek's stepbrothers in-laws) :) They are so nice to let people crash at there place whenever visiting San Diego. Such awesome people :) we stayed the night there then headed home the next day. It was a short but much needed trip. I enjoyed it so much and of course once i was home i was questioning why....haha. The weather there is incredible. I so want to move to California! Here are some pictures from our trip :)


Car Ride....









Going to Dana Point












Huntington


Brandon as a large woman tanning in her bikini haha....




















The Pier :)













The Mexican restaurant we ate at...







Frozen Yogurt! :) sooo good...






What a wonderful trip.... :) i definitely miss the beach dearly...hopefully i will visit again soon!

SQUARE :)

Tell me this isn't the coolest ring you have ever seen! haha or maybe it's just me. Ive always been a square person especially when it comes to jewelry. I love square watches, square plates, i dunno just square stuff haha so when i came across this I pretty much fell in love :) haha
Of course in no way do I expect this to be my engagement ring and wedding band cause ill love any ring i get but i definately wouldnt be disappointed if this were it hahaha kidding. I just think it's so unique and I like to be different. Just thought I'd share this beautiful find with all of you :)
(give me your opinion..im curious :) )

Chromatic Love :)

This is the newest love of my life :)



I feel like im up there with everyone else now since im finally updated with the current technology haha


theres a personal digital engraving on the back as well :

2 Nephi 25:26

Silence

I'm in Love......